I know, there is silence here. Things have happened, again, in my life that have wounded me deeply. It all came to a head on Monday. It has come out of the darkness many times, but this time it has all come out. And it is painful.
I don’t talk about it, we don’t talk about it. It has been a secret for so long. Finally the family knows and somehow that is freeing. In some ways that gives me hope, but with so many failures to make this go away hope is even painful to think of. I have hoped so many other times in my life and I just get hurt again.
I know I am being cryptic and I know that it is hard for people to not know what is going on. But I have not decided what I want to do. I don’t know if I want to reveal it here. But part of me says that it needs to come out now. It needs to come out of the darkness. And maybe, maybe if you write about it you can help someone else. I know writing about will heal me in some ways, but should I make it so public just so I can heal?
Please pray for us…
Praying all will work out for you…